May 2011
23 posts
One of the greatest relaxations in life comes from music. When words fail, music speaks.
Change.
It’s weird to think that my life is going to be so completely different in a matter of days. No matter how much I try to prepare myself mentally for these inevitable outcomes, it isn’t helping much. I just hope that I can be strong for them. That’s all I care about. I can handle (hopefully) my own emotions on my own time, but it’s not about me. It’s about them.
Beauty in the break down.
I haven’t written a “thought” blog lately, for various reasons I guess.
I don’t know what is wrong with me. I have so much to be happy about and thankful for, but I have found myself thinking such selfish thoughts and being so apathetic these past few weeks. I don’t know why, or how to fix it.
I think part of my problem is that I’ve been so distant in my...
What if you woke up this morning with only the...
Wow. I don’t think that I’ve ever seen a more convicting question. While I am thankful for a lot, I realized that I don’t often say that to God. I’m not exactly sure why exactly, except for the fact that I, more often than not, take things for granted.
I want to remember this question each day, and I need to work on humbling myself and being more thankful for all of the...
JJ Heller.
When my world is shaking, heaven stands. When my heart is breaking, I never leave Your hands.
:')
God, thank you for listening to me and playing one of my favorite songs on Pandora. You always know just how to speak to my heart through music, when I am feeling discouraged.
Lovely - Sara Haze
I don’t wanna be hurt. I just want to be little old me. Shouldn’t have to think, “Who am I suppose to be today?” And what gives you the right to tell me who I should be? Who gave...
“Never get tired of doing little things for others. Sometimes those little things...”
Top 20/CSF/Adv. Studies Banquet.
I am so thankful that Chiara asked me to go with her as a guest. The entire night was beautiful :)
I sat next to Chiara, and Chiara’s sponsor, her counselor. Katelin, Chiara’s parents, and a family friend from Italy were also at the table. Dinner was nice, a simple salad and lasagna with potatoes and green beans. The banquet hall itself was beautiful, with mirrors lining most of the...
“To be honest with you, I don’t have the words to make you feel better, but...”
Thoughts.
Oh man, to say that these past few weeks have been crazy would be an understatement.
My biggest struggle lately has been patience. I am trying my hardest to not let my temper and emotions get the best of me, but of course, I have failed miserably. It is so hard for me to fathom the audacity of some people and their actions, so of course controlling myself can be hard. I hate when situations are...
